At Michael Jacksonâ€™s memorial service the Rev. Al Sharpton gave a rousing speech that had the congregation at the Staples Center rise to their feet at times with shouts of Amen.
Sharpton made one particular statement in his speech to MJâ€™s three children, addressing the reasons for Jacksonâ€™s eccentricities when he said, “I want his children to know there was nothing strange about your daddy, it was strange what your daddy had to deal with, but he dealt with it anyway.”
While clearly Sharptonâ€™s statement hinted to the racism Michael Jackson ensued in the music industry as an African-American entertainer trying to be a crossover success, Sharptonâ€™s statement totally ignored, as much as the black community has in its tribute to Jackson, the homophobia perpetrated against Jackson by us and the music industry.
Diagnosed with vitiligo, a skin disorder that causes depigmentation in patches of the skin, Michael bleached his skin, not as a denunciation of his blackness, but rather, as he said, as a way to cosmetically have a more even skin tone.
Just as Michael was black he was also queer. He did not conform to our societyâ€™s heterosexist norms. As the man in the mirror faded from black to white so too did his staged, gender performance from cute, straight, boy lead singer of the Jackson 5 to an effeminate, male solo artist donning outfits in sequins. And as the consummate drag performer he was not only a singer and dancer, Jackson was also a shape-shifter.
Jackson transitioned himself first into looking like Diana Ross, later into looking like his baby sister Janet, and then later he transitioned himself into something, well, inhumanly ghastly as he became more ghostly looking.
Jacksonâ€™s gender blending was as transgressive, tabooed, and subversive as his skin bleaching. He wore many masks until the masks became him.
Jacksonâ€™s costumes and accessories range from various signature wigs to his hypermasculine look with his military/marching band outfits. Or his classic red (faux) leather look from “Beat It” to his more softer look with white, nylon socks [that were always prominently displayed beneath his black dress pants] worn when he did his famous moonwalk.
Whereas Jackson couldnâ€™t be on the down low about his skin bleaching he could be and had to be about his sexuality. With an entertainment industry that forced Rock Hudson, a movie idol, in the closet until his death, and with a black community that still has light years to go in accepting its own lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender and queer population, Jackson concealed his desire to grow up by donning an asexual Peter Pan image.
But when rumors abounded, nonetheless, that Jackson was gay, so too did rumors that Jackson was a serial pedophile who beguiled young impressionable boys into his bed using the Neverland Ranch as a lure.
Although Jackson was acquitted of all charges, the strangeness Jackson had to deal with that Sharpton did not speak about at Jacksonâ€™s memorial was homophobic bigotry. A bigotry thatâ€™s predicated on the stereotype that oneâ€™s gayness, or perceived gayness, is not only deviant but also innately criminal.
“Every time they knocked Michael down he got back up. Every time they counted him out he got back in,” Sharpton said at the tribute.
The child sexual abuse charges not only knocked Jackson down but it shocked his fan base. And with the potential of his multimillion recording industry collapsing under false allegations Jackson had to go into action.
When Jackson tied the knot first with Lisa Marie Presley, Elvisâ€™s daughter, in 1994 following the first child molestation charges in 1993, everyone knew that Jackson was in damage control mode. And his second marriage, rumored to not have been consummated, in 1997 to Debbie Rowe, the mother of two of Jacksonâ€™s three children, shows how compulsory heterosexuality exacted a toll on his life.
“We will never understand what he endured … being judged, ridiculed. How much pain can one take? Maybe, now, Michael, they will leave you alone,” said Marlon Jackson at his brotherâ€™s tribute.
And maybe Marlon is right.
Jackson was unquestionably eccentric, and his masks did not always protect or liberate him because he always had to don them within the restricted boundaries of both race and sexual discrimination.
Perhaps Jacksonâ€™s queerness was more a function of societyâ€™s homophobia than it was his own.